Thursday, October 7, 2010

It's been too hard living, but I'm afraid to die...

Those words are from the great Sam Cooke. I guess that struggle is just a part of the human experience. But when you're at your wit's end what more is there. Today had been very stressful and this time I have no herbal remedy to rely on. For I have given that up for a chance at a better life. There's nothing wrong with my life right now; I actually love it. But every morning when I wake up I don't think "What am I going to wear to work/school?' or "I wonder how the commute is going to be.", I think damn another day of this bullshit. Then around 5 my roommate comes home and I forget about my situation until of course the next morning. I feel that I worked too hard to be where I am but maybe I didn't. Maybe I should've worked harder. But whatever the case may be, I hope that things change soon.

-A Change Is Gonna Come - Sam Cooke

1 comment:

Unknown said...

Wow..i sort of stumbled upon your blog but wow....that's MY REALITY to a TEEEEEEE!!! I appreciate your honesty, and it's nice to know I'm not alone. Even though our situations aren't optimal, a change IS gonna come.

I hope your interview went well!