(Untitled)

So this month has had very few posts. I always have something going on in my mind but I just never can get around to putting them down and by the time I get to a computer and am ready I have forgotten what it was I wanted to say. Now, however, I will become more proactive. I have an iPhone so keeping my blog updated is so easy.

The reason for this post is that in the past few days I have just been thinking that next month I will be 23 years old and still living at home with a degree and no job prospects. Then I said in June 2010 if I still have no job I am packing up and going west. I need to know what it feels like to be completely independent. I have depended on other people for the past 22 years of my life and think that it is about time I take a huge leap into the vast abyss. So what if I don't make it. So what if I have to come back home. I have to do this for myself and for my sanity.

Obviously, my new task is not going to be easy. I'm going to have to save a lot of money, scope the scenes to see exactly where I can afford to go (right now, Denver is looking like the place), and give up all of the mind altering substances. I'm going to find some new hobbies, working out is number one, all of those endorphins are going to have to help me stay sane and sober, back to photography, and probably a lot of reading and maybe I'll study for that damn actuary test.

This is probably the most personal post I have in my repertoire. And if I give up my substances it will get even worse. So welcome to my life!!!!!!

October 7

October Top 7
Disclaimer: I just never got around to my Top 7. I have actual notes from throughout the month and a few posts. I will get back to posting within 5 days of the new month.

Food- Illusion chicken. The Illusion is this little club in downtown East St. Louis but on the weekend for me and my friends it is an after night eatery. We discovered the combo plates with fried chicken and shrimp and fries. And they have a sign in a window for 24 oz Bud Light's for $2.50. Gotta love it!!!!!!
TV-Between Sunday night Fox and Dexter, Monday night CBS from 7-9 and Castle at 9, and ABC Wednesday from 8-9, I am stuck in front of television, no plans, no going out. My friends know, my parents know and they respect that. So I think these are about the only times I watch sitcoms that have been in production in the last 3 or 4 years that is a sitcom or drama.
Movies-Role Models. This movie went under the radar but is a really great laugh. Ronnie, Augie, Wheeler, and Danny were a great bunch of very complex yet relatable characters. It's soo funny. And you'll find out all about Elizabeth Banks' "whispering eye".
Music-Gucci Mane La Flare. It's something about being here and being in my car and beating some of my faves by Gucci.
Drink- Tequila
Moment-When Warith asked me hadn't I ever peed on a door handle after we drank a fifth of Ciroc.
Random-Halloween night. Getting so wasted as a hippie that some gay guy licked my lip because he was playing with my cherries. Then to top it off I go meet his bf and some random guys who know how to blow fire and commenced to do so right in front of me. After getting wasted going to Maurizio's and eating a burger that was awesome. And the highlight of my night not even remembering the drive home but remembering walking in the house.

I NEED CAMERAS FOLLOWING ME!!!!!!!!!

The 2009 Teenager

So I have been substituting at the local high school the past 3 days. Yesterday was the first day that the students decided to listen to music. Oh how tragic!!! Today there was a slight argument about the "coldest" rapper in the game today. Many of the kids chose the same guy: Drake. Like I respect Drake but he is not the "coldest" rapper. They had the audacity to say Drake was better than UGK. That was whent he imaginary line had been crossed. So many rappers have been influenced by UGK and they think Drake is better. Please!!!!!!!!!

UGK's Ridin' Dirty is a classic that came out in 1996 and that you could still just let ride from first song to the last song. A classic like Ice Cube's "Today Was a Good Day". Well they just don't make music like they used to and that is sad.

I'm at Maurizios just got done eating garlic bread from Jeness. I ordered by second favorite food a cheeseburger. Marlon is so drunk. We have a 5th of tequila a 12 pack of beer and we are dressed up (pics to come later hopefully). Tre dressed up as Wayne, I am a hippie, B. Brown is a cheerleader, and Marlon is a breathlyzer (so fitting). I am soooooooooo drunk. Halloween 2009 was great. Tequila beer and weed. What an afing good night.