I know it is slowly wearing me down but right now it will have to until I can get some things figured out for myself for sure. It's coming, I just have to be patient.
Monday, February 28, 2011
Post-Traditional
I almost always feel like shit after I talk to my grandma. It's not like she knows that she does it but the way she compares me to other people she knows lowers my stock so much. So many other people are doing great things and it just makes my situation seem like it's my fault. I know what I want to do and cannot imagine letting her know my dreams. To her education is of the utmost importance and then getting a career, something traditional like a teacher, a nurse/doctor, or a lawyer. But that's not me I'm not traditional, I'm post-traditional. I don't know how to express this to her because it's hard to have your dreams crushed by someone who means so much to you. So I take it and it slowly eats away but I'm too afraid to let her know that.
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awww bird tht is so sad! I believe you can do anything u set ur mind too! no matter the situation cause u have a way of making things happen and it doesnt hurt tht u are amazingly smart haha! Keep ya head cuz cause no matter wht u will always have this guy in ur corner!!!
awww bird tht is so sad! I believe you can do anything u set ur mind too! no matter the situation cause u have a way of making things happen and it doesnt hurt tht u are amazingly smart haha! Keep ya head cuz cause no matter wht u will always have this guy in ur corner!!!
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