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Just sitting at my computer and am pretty bored out of my mind. Didn't have anything to do so I decided that I come have a chat with myself but to you. First off, I have been sober for 11 days now. I still have the urges but I just think about how much progress I've made and I don't want to have to start all the way over. And everything is much more boring. I find myself bored on many occasions and always thinking, "this would be so much better if I was high," but I guess that comes with the territory. 30 days is so much longer when you are actually counting the days. It seems like everything goes by sooo much faster when you are not waiting. Second, I have decided that I will take the plunge and go stay with a friend in DC and try to find me a job in Baltimore or Baltimore proper. My parents said they'd front me some cash to survive as did my brother and my grandparents probably will too. But I won't be going until mid-July so that is yet another countdown I am waiting on. Patience never really was my strong suit but I think that this is all a test. In the end, I will be a better person for what these last 2 years have done for to me. I believe it to be true. Third, the summer is here and May is almost over. I will save the rest of my comments on these two topics until Tuesday. Fourth, there is a really cute guy at the gym but of course I don't have the cahones to go and talk to him AT ALL. So that'll be yet another missed opportunity but after reading an excerpt of Chelsea Handler's book if he hasn't talked to me then he's not interested and that's fine....I guess :/. Hmmmmm what else to say? I never really talk about my love for sports on here but I guess that's because I didn't intend on this being a blog for my love of sports nor did I ever think I would spill my guts on here either, so I guess it could be repurposed (it already has, I think). Well the NBA semifinals are going on and I'm all about my Celtics. I like to call them the Three Amigos +1. Big game tomorrow; it could send us to the Finals against either the Lakers or the Suns. But I ramble so I'm out.