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So this month has had very few posts. I always have something going on in my mind but I just never can get around to putting them down and by the time I get to a computer and am ready I have forgotten what it was I wanted to say. Now, however, I will become more proactive. I have an iPhone so keeping my blog updated is so easy.

The reason for this post is that in the past few days I have just been thinking that next month I will be 23 years old and still living at home with a degree and no job prospects. Then I said in June 2010 if I still have no job I am packing up and going west. I need to know what it feels like to be completely independent. I have depended on other people for the past 22 years of my life and think that it is about time I take a huge leap into the vast abyss. So what if I don't make it. So what if I have to come back home. I have to do this for myself and for my sanity.

Obviously, my new task is not going to be easy. I'm going to have to save a lot of money, scope the scenes to see exactly where I can afford to go (right now, Denver is looking like the place), and give up all of the mind altering substances. I'm going to find some new hobbies, working out is number one, all of those endorphins are going to have to help me stay sane and sober, back to photography, and probably a lot of reading and maybe I'll study for that damn actuary test.

This is probably the most personal post I have in my repertoire. And if I give up my substances it will get even worse. So welcome to my life!!!!!!