Moving On

So after so many letdowns in the last 2 weeks I think that there is a chance that happines my be coming my way. I got a call for an interview to substitue teach today. And I now think I know what am going to do. I usually never plan things but this time it came to me in a moment of true clarity.
It may sound weird but I have to go somewhere where I know no one. I figure that this summer I will move to a city where I don't know a soul. That way I will have no one to blame for my sucky ass life but me. No friends or family to let me down or decide what I do. I think this is what I need: complete and total independence. No one hovering, asking questions, or anything else.
Let's see where shall I go? I always wanted to live on the West Coast. So maybe I'll do Portland or Seattle. California might be too much for me now.
This will probably disappoint a lot of people especially my friends and family in D.C. I really want to move out of my parent's home but I think this is exactly where I need to be for just a little while longer. I feel like there is a lesson here that I must learn before I move on.

The only thing left is to way and see how it all plays out.

--Constantly Confused